Shoot the Gap: Bridging the Imaginary Divide Between Grit and Femininity
Do you ever see those lists?
You know the ones. They’re on your social media feed every other day with “How High Maintenance Are YOU?” scrawled across the top, giving instructions to award yourself one point for every “high maintenance” activity you participate in, i.e., wearing makeup, showering daily or dyeing your hair, then encourage you to compare your totals with other women in the comments.
The items vary slightly, but the comment section is, without fail, divericated - one half making fun of themselves with princess emojis and shrugs for their high digit totals, the other quietly (or loudly, depending on the composition of your friend’s list) expecting applause for being “low maintenance” or “one of the boys”, taught in quiet Pavlovian fashion to seek recognition from those who praise a woman who is, in black and white, “no fuss”.
These things are so funny to me because, through these lists itemizing our femininity and categorizing our levels of expectation, maintenance and “fuss”, myself and so many of the women I surround myself with are made to feel as though we exist in multiple planes.
Do you know how many women have deep farmer’s tans due to working outdoors in the dirt, on the ranch, in the trades, who still keep self tanner under their sink in the winter to call upon when their glow starts to fade? How many women I know who seal their eyelash extensions off behind shooting glasses or a welding hood? How many closets hold both ballgowns and blaze orange, six inch heels and steel toed boots, makeup bags and tackle boxes?
I remember being laughed at on early high school Sunday mornings, flinging open doors - late, always just a little bit late - into the church ladies’ room in a backwards ballcap and too-big underarmour camo with rolled sleeves and waistband, exiting moments later smoothing the hem of my Sunday best, the only trace of my alter ego a stubborn faint smudge of eye black on my cheek or dried blood stuck beneath pink fingernails.
Social media has become a gladiatorial arena for women in any sphere of the outdoor realm; participants and onlookers equally bloodthirsty for opportunity to tear into others for their personal care or styling choices, color preferences (God forbid you embrace pink!) or even verbiage (“huntress vs hunter”, for example, has become a laughably arbitrary point of contention) while entirely missing the point - we are all out there just trying to get it done in our lives, chasing meaning, accomplishment, achievement, fulfillment, life. Living, as complex people, who refuse to be just one thing. We are strong. We are gentle. Beautiful. Brave. Opinionated. Accomplished. Encouraging. Wise. Nurturing.
Ranchers. Hunters. Anglers. Craftsmen. Tradesmen. Artists. Athletes.
While they can, at first glance, seem in opposition, femininity is no more removed from grit than youth from inexperience, war from peace. While they may present in different forms, the two are themselves inextricable.
If we should so choose to usher them out, gone are the days of looping the fickle, neatly boxed categorizations and expectations of others around our ankles like cinderblocks. Gone are the days of believing you, your sisters, your daughters, your friends - can be sorted and classified by initial glances and shallow lists. Gone are the days of playing contortionist and forcing ourselves into boxes that are just too small to carry who we are.
Gone are the days of believing any one of us can only be one thing.
It's always a blast to read an article from you. I can't say I'm a sportswoman, but I can say that I understand the difficulties they face that much more now.ReplyDelete
Thank you, Miles! I sincerely appreciate your support of my writings!Delete
With how good they are, they deserve support!Delete
With how good they are, they deserve support!Delete
Another well written piece. We need to stop letting others define our place in the world and put us into boxes.ReplyDelete
Thank you very much!Delete
Grit comes in all shapes and sizes! Being who God made you to be may ruffle others but it leaves a smile on His face! Grit is that courage to go against the grain even though it may hurt in some ways! Great article!!ReplyDelete
Amen, thank you for sharing!! I really appreciate the support and wisdom!Delete
As always an excellently written article love reading anything you writeReplyDelete
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Pretty amazing lady. Thank you for sharing.ReplyDelete
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You’ve really mastered those hard-hitting, emotional stingers. “Gone are the days of playing contortionist and forcing ourselves into boxes that are just too small to carry who we are. Gone are the days of believing any one of us can only be one thing”. That’s just brilliant writing...ReplyDelete
Not sure I have received many higher compliments. Thank you, friend. ❤️Delete
Young people like you give this grumpy old man hope for the future.ReplyDelete
Jay, that is a very high compliment from someone I admire so greatly. Thank you, friend!Delete
Katie, this is amazing. You're a seriously talented writer, and far more articulate than I could ever be. I've been struggling with this tension lately, and this meant a lot to me. Let's be both--the feminine and the outdoors aren't at odds. :)ReplyDelete
Excellent read as always, powerfully written. Looking forward to the nextReplyDelete
Awesome read as always Katie. Powerfully written, looking forward to your next piece.ReplyDelete